question: whats wrong with me.

i sent this in an email to amy like 10 seconds ago:

i had another nick's gf nightmare last night.

i was in the gym of my elementary school and nicks telling me shes coming, so i get up to run, he grabs my leg and i fall to the floor. his friends tell him to let me go. he lets go and i walk around the gym avoiding eye contact with anyone.
i couldn't escape.