happy dance

did well on my political theory exam, i love summer school marks!

i think i'm going to do it again next year, maybe two courses if anything is available.

lets go out and celebrate my brain by killing brain cells with alcohol.

EXAM SCHED. OUT ON THE 6TH

can't wait for the exam schedule to be out so i can feel comfortable about making new york plans and seeing if my exam is on the same day as the backstreet boys.
and eli saw nick yesterday which means i get a nick update from her. nothing i didn't expect. still with his gf and having lots of sex. eli! too much information. ew. haha. nah, its cool, people have needs. which reminds me, must find someone to satisfy my own. and heard some unexpected things which brought a smile to my face. damn him for being cute.

in love with a stairmaster.

dyed my hair black once again.

good luck on yet another job interview amy, my chinese lover! as amy says, "holla"

sun and pride

oh my jesus it was hot yesterday and i don't only mean the heat. bring on the trojans if only they had some personality. but we got beads from them.
we were in the pride parade but its weird having people stare at you while your walking down cause we had no pride spirit. the music on the york truck didn't work, boo. but we got some good thai food after so that made up for the hot hot heat.

SHIT LIKE THIS ONLY HAPPENS TO (PART 3)

so i'm driving to pindie's from chris's artwherk with amy and them two in the car. i make a left but don't notice two people crossing. i stop in front of them and they just stare at me like what the hell you almost hit me. of course i didn't so i just wave them away. literally just wave them off like they are worth less then dirt. lol. anyways, we get into pindie's building and i park below. i put on some necklace that has huge feathers on it. i look funny. so i stand in front of the elevator to go up and i purposely stand right in front so people getting off look at me and my ecentric self. the two people that i almost hit got off the elevator! oh my, i laughed my fucking ass off. i couldn't stop laughing. they walked down the hall and turned around and kept looking at me. i still didn't stop laughing. i think amy is the one that informed me that they were the people i almost hit and just waved them off on their way. good night last night. horrible service at some vietnamese place in china town but good food.

correction

its actually 8th row as yvonne informed me. i also called her at like 12 30 last night to tell her bsb was singing on jay leno. ah. refreshing.

side note: batman is out!!! whose in to see it wit me! ahhh!

another side note: monday chris is throwing some art work thing, come out and join, starts at 6, i forwarded it around.

AHHH, I'M 15

so the backstreet boys are coming back to toronto on august 2. ahhh.
and to the awesome yvonne who knows where to go for pre-sale tixs, we have 12th row. 12th row! oh my, cool me off.

JELENA

besides me there are 13 other Jelena's registered at york as students.
how come i've never met any of them.

MY THIRD COMMENT

Well i had my third comment in my political theory class. We were discussing if Hobbes view of the sovereign has a connection to the state of nature.

Well...
Hobbes describes the state of nature as confusion and disunity. For him the sovereign is just, and is the only one capable of maintaining order and clarifying its subjects position within the social contract. By maintaining and upholding the social contract the sovereign does not allow its subjects to avert back to the state of nature.

Thats all i said.

I checked my email and my prof emailed me saying i missed tuesday and thursday lecture. lol.
and if i had attended then i would have known that i should have sent him an email sooner regarding not getting a confirmation that he received my assignment.
but its all straightened out. blah.

midterm next week. pout.
and its so bloody hot!

SHIT LIKE THIS ONLY HAPPENS TO ME

I'm not hurt by Brad. so it didn't work out, its not the end of the world. you move on. i didn't even know him long enough to form some sort of attachment. but doesn't mean i couldn't sleep with him... lol. but that had nothing to do with the not working out... anyways, back to my story.
so we decided to hit a patio yesterday cause it was such a nice day. shawna suggested we go to the owl which is slightly 905 but also near our houses so i was all up for it.
i went to the washroom and someone called my name. so i do a little freak out cause i think its brad! ew. but i go back to see who it was, it was marisas brother. oh my god. it could have been so awkward if it was brad cause 905 is his area. and the owl is a place he would go to.
so we finish eating and amy does the don't look don't look.
and sure enough, hes at the door chatting away on his cell phone. so i die in my seat cause i feel so stupid! but i wanted him to know i was there so he could feel stupid too.
i went to the bar to get change with shawna and walked by his friends but i don't think he saw me. dammit. but whatever. i should not care. and i will run into him anyway cause hes a yorkie. but in september it won't be so bloody awkward anymore.

well i felt super stupid cause i liked the boy and i got so thrown on my ass.

don't you just love my pathetic attempts at dating.
good thing i'm a strong girl or i could be, as ro says, an ice queen.

i always have been slightly anyway.
ha.

FOOD

So the weekend is over and another week of work begins.

my weekend was full of food and movies.
on friday i saw cinderalla man after i stuffed my face full of pasta and pizza. the movie was really good, i highly recommend watching it. i cried! it was so sad.

saturday, i don't know how it happened but we saw the sisterhood of the travelling pants. its was alright. not the most specail movie. somehow we ended up at some gay scene in parkdale, sketchy.

so the job hunt continues. i got some job but turned it down. and i skipped my ae interview cause i felt like it. hehe.

as the weekend approaches i think remy's on friday and republic on sat. its been so long since i've been to a gino club.
bring it on. ew. haha.

THE PRINCE

I said my second comment in my political theory class yesterday. and of course i was all looking dreamy eyed at Andreas. i too attracted to cute smart boys who wear cool t shirts. i could eat him up.

so do you believe it is better to be feared or loved as a ruler?

I think its better to be feared then loved as a ruler because fear is controlable through such things as cruelty but the degree to which someone loves you is uncontrollable. firstly, you'd always have to satisfying that persons interests to keep their affection. but fear keeps us in line. its not only fear of the ruler but its fear of the alternative. Fear also unites us and unity brings the state strength which is the greatest virtue of any ruler.

well that was my comment.

next time i'll pretty myself up and sit close to Andreas... and be just as smart as him.

SPIFFY NEW

getting a new blog is like spring cleaning. or deleting the past two years of your life online.
i've also gone ahead and traded in my kiwipoints that i've been collecting for the past 5 years for an old lifehouse cd. lets just hope it gets delivered.

so why you ask did i delete my blog.
1. it was time to move on
2. boys i've dated know my address, ew.
3. i'm no longer teddy (shes that little 15 year old girl, i aint no girl!)
4. i was in the mood for it. thought of it while i was showering last night and upset over the fact i don't pick the good ones but then i was upset with myself cause some people have it worse.

anyways...

got sushi last night with the best people ever aka amy shawna and chris. good food as always. too bad shawna is leaving for camp this month. you will be missed!
me and amy will eat some avocados for you while your gone. okay.. maybe amy will unless i'm tricked.